Wednesday, 19 March 2025

The Real Story Behind Fallen Angels

What They Don't Want You to Know About Angels!


10 min read

Rephrasing the Same Themes Across Time and Culture

After researching this esoteric stuff for months, I can't unsee what I've discovered. The idea of immaterial spiritual beings watching us has roots in quite a few ancient cultures! Even while pulling incredibly stupid faces at myself in the mirror, that sudden thought of an invisible observer stops me in my tracks. I mean, can our dead family members see us goofing around like neanderthals?

These Characterisations Shape Us

Imagine Prometheus, Odin, or fallen angels like Lucifer—these characters have all played a part in shaping the Western and European psyche. We all have some of it in us, most likely stemming from pagan hand-me-down traditions and folklore, but yes, to be fair they could just as much be our own thought-forms, but that'll be a blog post for a different day. 

Overlap, Connections and Influence

This blog post will centre around the overlaps. Just ask yourself, how have people from different times and cultures described the same type of non-physical entity? Let's have a butcher's at the Akkadian Igigi and the Grigori (or Watchers) from the Book of Enoch.

The Igigi and the Watchers: Exploring Ancient Mesopotamia:





These entities appear in texts that predate every major religion, before any questionable history or theology down the park! Found in the Atrahasis epic, dating back around 3,800 years. Atra-Hasis had a very believable and pretty ordinary coracle type boat, unlike the later embellished developments with Noah (which is a nickname) who built a sodding-cruise-ship-sized-zoo! We are talking about pre-flood times which is roughly around 7000 years ago. 

Jobs or Divine Duty? 

Originally, Igigi were overseers of nature. Not like foremen or stockroom assistants down the local warehouse, but subordinates to the higher divinities. Basically, these winged watchmen were given tasks of ‘doing the weather’ and mundane earth palaver. It was an Akkadian explanation for what we call natural forces today. Anyway, as the story goes, they wanted to get rid of their labour, and so, seeking the same freedom their masters enjoyed, they staged the first rebellion! 

This Was Early Workplace Competition

The creation of us humans came as a result of a particular god's life energy: the word for the energy coincidentally translates into the ancient word for word 'rib' cool isn't it? Yes, Adamu was given life blood from the first female. So, anyway, we relieved the Igigi of their burdens, which ultimately diminished their status; ambition reduced them to lesser spirits like sprites or something. 

Another Perspective 

At some point, we must have been sacked and lost our divine role in the world. None of us can command the weather now can we? Unless what ancients meant by our domination of the world, our knowledge to build kingdoms, cultivate and farm, grow institutions of learning?

Related Gods and Crossovers

Crossover between the pagan plural and the monotheist singular are quite striking. It's as if the children of El and the Gods are almost related? Strange. Look, I'm not calling for talk show DNA paternity! I mean, have you noticed how most angel names end with E and L? Raphael, Gabriel or Michael for example, even Angel! Why? El was the chief God, that’s why. Angels are believed to be based on pre-monotheistic gods. 

Priest classes of Israel merged EL with their God Yahweh leading to some theological cross pollination. Angels, like the older Igigi were seen as hidden influences, coincidence? Fair enough, Akkadian culture integrated across to the Jewish-Babylonians! It's a whopper how El is derived from Enlil, the Akkadian prime god: Angels and Igigi share historical roots!

Spooky Supernatural Ties to Culture and Belief:

We’ve all seen the horror films where a demonic force might molest a woman, like that old 70s movie ‘the Entity’—based on a true story! This kind of thing happened in William Friedkin’s Exorcist which was also inspired by true events and coincidentally, incorporated an Akkadian demon called Pazuzu!

You know that feeling when you walk into those certain places and something feels wrong? Well. . . in antiquity, they would've been seen as some kind of evil spirit. All depicted as nefarious winged people, giants, and so on, to be precise, ‘invisible presences’ fits the religio-cultural standard more accurately. Since when have police arrested horned, hooved, black winged demons? Imagine the ‘unfair mythologically profiling’ accusations coming from the do-gooders!

The Watchers of the Book of Enoch:

In the story of the watchers, Azazel and Samyaza convinced two hundred watchers into a pact to corrupt humanity through sleeping with women, and teaching their following generations all kinds of forbidden knowledge—a bit of a Promethean gift. Here's what most people completely miss. This wasn't literally angels fornicating, it's the same spiritual thing as discussed earlier. You can't expect to corrupt an already corrupt humanity by introducing vigorous sex practices, if that was the case, the mass media would be elite special forces in this spiritual war!



Carnal activity in this context represents a profound unity of the fallen spirit and the human. It's reflecting the Catholic idea of possession where the body can serve as a vessel. The fall of the angels is purely ignorance and self for those beings. Possession is supposed to be like having your worst impulses amplified by an outside force. The people made forbidden unions with lesser beings, angels. 

'So, Mum, Dad, this is Azrael, Angel of Death!’

The watchers tried to dominate us all by sabotaging the natural order and becoming lords of humanity. A bit like sabotaging your teachers class by introducing weed and truancy to the kids. These effects are still observable with our world leaders, especially Ant and Dec, or Celebrity Big Brother!

The Limit of Human Knowledge:

The philosophy of mind is golden! It often collaborates with quantum physics and neuroscience and Intelligent Integration Theory, but it's hit a huge wall: none of them can tell us what a unit of consciousness even looks like, nevermind prove it as an actual thing! We are all conscious, it's quite silly. Modern academics have suggested consciousness might be part of the quantum field. Ancient hellenic and semitic minds often held beliefs of it emanating from a higher source or a spiritual domain. Even though we are still looking for a way to correctly define what consciousness is, new and old perspectives both hold valid philosophy on the subject. 

Words and Meanings Across Text:

𒀭𒄑𒉡

The above word is Igigi in Akkadian cuneiform. It also means watchers as well as referring to divine overseers.

ἐγρήγοροι

This word means egrigori in Old Greek, also meaning watchers.

עִירִין (Irīn)

This word for watchers is Aramaic because the original Book of Enoch, was written in this language. It can also mean 'those who are awake'.

In Genesis, the Hebrew term for the serpent is nachash. Dr. Michael Heiser’s research argues the serpent of the garden of eden was not a literal snake, but rather a fallen rebellious six winged fiery angel called a Seraph.

Giants of an Evil Seed? 

The Nephilim were the descendants of those toxic, parasitic family relationships. The fathers are incorporeal low lives with axes to grind. Nephilim means giants or fallen ones, common enthusiasts tend to indirectly hint at giants or Nephilim being present in mesopotamian tablets and art. That's more aligned with ancient alien stuff. This is a pre-flood era legend. Nephilim for me are men of renown and called giants because of their reputation! 

Let's face it Canaan was full of such men at that time, but was that because they suckled on the nipples of demon milk as babies? Could the ruinous essence of a fallen angel seep into the mammary based nutrition of offspring? We could ask science or philosophy. I wouldn't because, these people were more than likely demonised by other human beings. 

But Are You Sure They Weren't Really Giants? 

If they're not literally ridiculously tall, then what? Not one legitimate giant skeleton has ever surfaced without a mysterious disappearance story! However, some ancient humans in particular enjoyed the unfair advantage of so-called 'celestial knowledge,' including metal works and weaponry. The bible says the Nephilim became men of renown. Look at Goliath, he was a giant bloke, but a more conservative scriptural measurement of 6’5” has been found. Relatively six-five was huge back then given the average man has been more like 5'6" for centuries

It begs the question: do tall populations of people exist? Yes, we can see many noticeably tall individual in the Netherlands and especially with the African Dinka people. They don't hold fallen angel, or Nephilim connotations because no one ascribed such things to these groups. The ancients had biased in their narratives geared up against other ancient groups which housed numerous tall or renowned people. This might put the matter to bed for some of you.

Giant Correlations of Renown

The early bronze age began in the Middle East in 3300 to 2000 BCE, which is exactly the time Azazel taught the local warrior people near Mt Herman, (Canaanites) how to make metal weapons! If we add this to the fact that Scientists have estimated 2900 to 2500 BCE as an accurate date for a legitimate flood event of the area it shows the theme that inspired the creation of these religio-political narratives! 

We can safely say these Canaanite people were most likely always depicted as the Nephilim! I mean, a lot of these writings are just bad mouthing the neighbours!

My Conclusion...

There’s a ton of these 'fall from grace' stories from ancient themes; many hold little resemblance to how we modern folk think or see the world. That is not a claim that there's nothing supernatural surrounding us in the aether, the war offices, in those high places. There is still a spiritual malignance in this world. 

Maybe it's that dark unwelcoming threshold you don't want to walk through in that creepy house? I guess it us quite like that old meme of having a good and bad angel persuading your head from each shoulder: it comes down to how we align ourselves. 

Real or not, we do borrow from these sources to create modern stereotypes and tropes emulated in the form of Darth Vader, Count Dracula, and so on, because the darkness shapes defines our protagonist in our literature and movies. It brings us the compelling characters who champion the darkness for our entertainment and reflection. 

Saturday, 1 March 2025

Hidden in Plain Sight: Psychopaths

When Do Dangerous Traits Become Leadership Skills? 

An Amateur Cartoonist's drawing of Odie Murders Garfield in my cartoon drawing

An Evaluation of the Psychopath 

6 min read

When you hear the word 'psychopath,' you probably picture Jack The Ripper, Ted Bundy or Anthony Hopkins doing his famous fava beans scene. But what if I told you that psychopathy doesn’t always fit that image? In fact, high-functioning psychopaths are all around us—teaching in classrooms, running companies, leading congregations, and even playing heroes on screen or being heroes on the battlefield. 

More often than not these individuals exhibit traits like charm, fearlessness, and emotional detachment, which make them uniquely suited for leadership. When people with psychopathic traits are diagnosed it's usually with antisocial personality disorder because it covers sociopathic and psychopathic behaviours. But still, the question is, why do we trust them so easily?

The Charm of High-Functioning Psychopaths

Psychopathy exists on a spectrum. At one end, you’ve got violent offenders. At the other, you’ve got individuals who can navigate society without breaking the law while seeming to maintain strong emotional intelligence or insight. They know themselves.

According to psychologist Robert Hare (1991), psychopathy is characterized by traits like superficial charm, manipulativeness, and a lack of empathy. These traits sound sinister, but in the right context, they can look a lot like admirable qualities.

Take the business world. Studies show that 4-12% of CEOs exhibit psychopathic traits, compared to just 1% of the general population (Boddy, 2011). Why? Because the same traits that make psychopaths dangerous—boldness, risk-taking, and the ability to stay calm under pressure—are exactly what corporate boards look for in a leader.

Think about it, who better to make tough decisions or navigate high-stakes environments than someone who doesn’t feel the weight of emotional consequences? This is where the chips fall in society.

Psychopaths in the Classroom, Church, and Boardroom

It’s not just CEOs who benefit from such psychopathologies. You’ll find these individuals attracted to education, religion, law enforcement, and even entertainment like everyone else:

1. Education

Senior teaching staff, particularly in competitive institutions, often operate in environments that reward ambition and control. A study by Gliebe and Moss (2019) found that manipulative and assertive behaviors are easily mistaken for leadership in academia. These traits help some rise to the top—but they also create toxic power dynamics.

2. Clergy

Religious leaders wield immense trust and influence, which can be exploited by individuals with psychopathic tendencies. The Catholic Church abuse scandals revealed how some clergy members used their positions to manipulate and exploit others (Doyle, 2018). A façade of morality can mask a darker reality. 

However, it must be said that paedophilia and psychopathy are totally different things; paedophilia is a sexual attraction to children of a certain age. Realistically, we know overlaps exist, such as the paedophilic murderers of innocent children like Ian Huntley. 

3. Law Enforcement and Military

Professions like policing and the military attract people with sought after fearlessness type traits and an ability to detach. While these qualities are essential in high-pressure scenarios, studies show that law enforcement professionals are twice as likely to exhibit psychopathic traits compared to the general population (Krakowski, 2019).

4. Celebrity Culture

Actors, musicians, and influencers thrive on attention. Psychopathic traits like charm and narcissism blend right in with the kind of industries where charisma is currency. Hollywood scandals, from the 'casting couch' to PR cover-ups, are rife with examples of power being abused by those who can effortlessly manipulate public perception (Glenn & Raine, 2014).

Cartoon sheep drawing about their suspicions of people

Why Do We Trust Them?

So, why do we fall for psychopathic people? The answer lies in human psychology. Studies show that we’re wired to trust confidence and charisma (Hogan & Kaiser, 2005). High-functioning psychopaths excel at projecting these traits, making them appear capable—even when their actions say otherwise.

As Jon Ronson explores in The Psychopath Test: A Journey Through the Madness Industry (2011), our society regularly confuses psychopathic traits for ambition, resilience, or leadership. 

Ronson interviews psychologists and explores case studies, revealing how traits like charm and fearlessness make these individuals seem like natural leaders—despite their darker tendencies. The following years after Ronson's book was released in the UK, terrestrial television produced shows on the same subject with online psychopath tests for the public to take. The psychopathic character could suddenly make a great protagonist in fiction once more.

Stanley Milgram’s famous obedience experiment (1963) uncovered something more frightening than the anti social personality. Participants in his experiment were instructed by a figure of authority (a researcher in a lab coat) to turn a handle to administer painful electric shocks to another person (an actor pretending to be in distress) which was set up to gradually increase throughout the experiment.

Despite clear displays of the human suffering (screaming, yelling, pleading) most participants continued to comply with the cruel instruction of the authority figure, shocking the person to perceived dangerous levels. This showed an inherent tendency of regular people to trust and obey authority figures, even when doing so to hurt people! 

So, who was being sadistic here, there authority or the ones who applied the electric shocks? What does that say about regular people?


The Double-Edged Sword of Psychopathy

Not all psychopathic traits are bad. In fact, some can be assets. Bravery and focus under pressure can save lives in the military. Charisma can inspire action in business or politics. But when left unchecked, these traits can turn toxic. The key is awareness. By understanding how psychopathy manifests in trusted roles, we can better evaluate leaders and hold them accountable. After all, the line between a trusted leader and a manipulative exploiter can be dangerously thin. 

If we take the case of the child nurse, Lucy Letby, for example, who was found guilty for killing infants. We can see how arduous it was to reach a guilty verdict: however many flaws were uncovered in the trial and the medical evidence was questionable by a body of highly educated medics. Lucy Letby's psychiatric assessments showed she was not ASPD or psychopathic, but stressed from her dire circumstances.

Final Thoughts

Anyone, regardless of being deemed a psychopath or not can do terrible things. We know high-functioning psychopaths aren’t always the villains we imagine. In many cases, people high on the psychopathic spectrum are people we admire most — authority figures like our bosses, celebrities, teachers and pastors. 

But their success can come at a cost of having less empathy as opposed to raw cognitive intelligence. Understanding the roles psychopathy play in leadership can help us ask the right questions: Are these people in high places leading us, or manipulating us? Are we trusting them for the right reasons? So, the next time you admire a bold political leader, ask questions, are you seeing resilience or manipulation? 

Are your religious figures showing leadership or is it narcissism? Is everyone in your local authority showing guidance when you seek help or is there dominance? Do any people in your life enjoy the suffering of others?






References

Babiak, P, and Hare, R.D, (2006) Snakes in Suits: When Psychopaths Go to Work. New York: HarperCollins.

Boddy, C.R, (2011) Corporate Psychopaths: Organisational Destroyers. Basingstoke: Palgrave Macmillan.

Doyle, T.P, (2018) Clergy Sexual Abuse Scandals and the Culture of Denial. Jefferson: McFarland & Company.

Glenn, A.L, and Raine, A, (2014) Psychopathy and Instrumental Aggression. In: K.A. Kiehl and W.P. Sinnott-Armstrong, eds. Handbook on Psychopathy and Law. Oxford: Oxford University Press, pp.145-161.

Gliebe, S, and Moss, K, (2019) Toxic Leadership in Academia. The Journal of Leadership Education, 18(2), pp.1-9.

Hare, R.D, (1991) The Hare Psychopathy Checklist-Revised (PCL-R). 2nd ed. Toronto: Multi-Health Systems.

Hogan, R, and Kaiser, R.B, (2005) What We Know About Leadership. Review of General Psychology, 9(2), pp.169-180.

Krakowski, M, (2019) Psychopathy and Law Enforcement. The Journal of Forensic Psychiatry & Psychology, 30(3), pp.383-398.

Milgram, S, (1963) Behavioral Study of Obedience. Journal of Abnormal and Social Psychology, 67(4), pp.371-378.

Ronson, J, (2011) The Psychopath Test: A Journey Through the Madness Industry. London: Picador.




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